It is so aerly in the morning and I can't sleep. Earlier, as in 4 hours ago, I was trying to fall asleep and I start to realize that my inner self is completely screwed up. I realize that I have alot of the things that I don't like about my daddy in me everyday. I have his impatienceness and careless ways of dealing with others emotions. I am so soft spoken around strangers that I can't even stand it.I need to deal with the things that "erk" me about myself. Just great, something else for me to work on.